Poem for my Father

By: Bridget Joseph

 Bridget Joseph writes following the death of her father, Terence Horsley, a journalist and pilot killed in a tragic gliding accident on Easter Sunday afternoon in 1948.

 

           After that fatal Sunday . . . and a funeral, my mother

           pulled us from our beds.

 

           ‘He’s come home. He’s landed.’, she shouted

           dragging us to the open-wide window.

 

           An old birch, rooted, unmoved, shaded our crystal bird:

           a glider stencilled on the lawn.

 

           Cradled in a tree, the staring moon unleashed her tricks

           in the still of night:

           the tracery of wings, the stroke of the tail; slender, suspended.

 

           He was there. In the cockpit.

 

           ‘Back at last - but you’re bloody late.’

 

           The oven, left on to keep his supper warm.

           Blue pyjamas laid out.

 

           We raced downstairs

                                            calling

                                                         calling

 

           ran barefoot over the lawn;

           clawed at the ground, cold and drenched in the play

           of shadow.

 

           White-veiled in dew, we scattered our tears

           but only the kiss of his cinders was there:

 

           his moon-life

                                  slipped

                                                through our fingers . . .